Washed Away

I know you’re there. They call you the pluviophiles don’t they?
When your smile deepens with the color of the clouds
It's such a common thing to love. Who doesn't love the rain?


Is it the storm or the eye that you love
Do you live for the passion in the wind or the stillness of the end
Do you wait for the puddles to fill
Making mirrors for the sky
So she can gaze at herself


What do you do? Do you read? Do you run to fantastic worlds and distant lands?
On those nights when everything seems smaller, and private
The rain lulls the world, and I let the books take me to jungles and saharan sands.
I hear it. The howling outside, like an animal
But I am safe inside


The world feels different after, you know. The freshness, a certain peace.
The drops hitting with such force, dust rising, the taste of parched soil lingers in the air
Jewels on every leaf, a mistress kissed and reassured.
Of course I never forgot you
They seem to say


I love to walk through it. The air tastes different. Sweeter and heavier on my tongue.
The terroir of lands far away, hidden lakes and forgotten rivers
Colors blur and deepen. The silver sheen around them flashing in time with the wind.
The roots soak up the rain
And Im soaked


The light is different in the rain. The lamps soften, and paint a world not so harsh
Curtains of mist separating fantasy and reality, playing with both
The soft pitter patter takes my mind away, and I wander through years of memories
I hear the constant drizzle
And eternity lives in those seconds


You'll know what I'm saying, when I talk about the smell
Young and playing through puddles in the asphalt
The hot and scorching smell of petrichor, sending ichor through your veins.
One day it would be the last time
You felt the fire in your veins


The sleep is the best, you know. It's a balm for the mind, a mother's lullaby
The same melody but a different song this time
I never remember when I fall asleep, but I always feel safe, for who would be out in this rain?
Only I exist
And the rain


You know. Because you've caught yourself staring out the window. You crave the sound.
The steady beating in your heart in time to the lilting pulse of rain
The song has been stuck in your head and you stand still as the storm dances around.
You'll forget it as soon as it stops
Ephemeral as each drop


The drum beats on your rooftop
And chasing raindrops down the windows a lifelong thinking game.
What can I say? Im guilty too.


Comments

  1. Dear Masha,

    I like how you keep this almost solely in scene, and that you've also put it in present tense, which gives the reader a sense of immediacy. The direct address ("you") also works well to allow for intimacy with the speaker. Language is strong here too--you choose words that have force (soak, crave, stuck), and that give depth to the work as we see that the narrator is missing someone. As far as the visual elements, it seems that you've only captured a portion of this poem in the video; I wonder what you might have done if you'd pushed yourself to translate the entire piece into images mixed with words. What we have here is a beautiful introduction that needs to be further explored.

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